Hi, friends. Today was a very big day for me. My first period class has burrowed into a special place and I’m beginning to feel very welcomed and accepted with them. Yesterday, I was doing my walk-around and noticed Ashley’s visual journal out on her table and asked if I could look at it tomorrow (today). She sent it home with me and I made a page (remember my post yesterday?) for her to glue in if she wanted to. Ashley is a girl after my heart — she loves music (and by love it I truly mean she loves it. Unconditionally). Nearly every page was covered in music lyrics — things that seem hard and true and real and a struggle. It included things that some people may never share with anyone. Knowing Ashley trusted me to see that much of her was a true honor.
My first period has connected with me on so many levels. Yesterday Ashley allowed me to take her visual journal home with her… it was beautiful and packed with song lyrics. I made a spread for Ashley with Incubus lyrics: “There’s something about the look in yours. something I notice when the light is just right. It reminded me twice that I was alive, and it reminded me that you’re so worth the fight.”
Today after she read the page, she walked up to be and gave me a huge hug. “Thank you so much, it’s beautiful.” She walked away and then came the tears. How do you teachers do it? I’m going to cry every day. I’m already at four in a row. I can’t handle it. It’s amazing. She also started a new project today. She’s going to use india inks! So excited:
Ashley’s new project!
Mary’s incredible chandelier.
Second period, Bowers gave me the courage to help teach. We introduced contour line drawings today. Bowers spoke on contour and gave a mini lesson on line quality and drawing through shapes and line, then transitioned into a contour drawing of their bookbags.
My eighth graders working on contour drawings of their bookbags.
Bowers working alongside our eighth graders today. One of the things I love most about her is that she makes art with her artists.
So after we worked on contour drawings, I read an excerpt from a book called “The Things We Carry” by Tim O’Brien, an account of his experiences as a Vietnam soldier.
The things they carried were largely determined by necessity. Among the necessities or near necessities were P-38 can openers, pocket knives, heat tabs, wrist watches, dog tags, mosquito repellant, chewing gum, candy, cigarettes, salt tablets, packets of Kool-Aid, lighters, matches, sewing kits, Military Payment Certificates, C rations, and two or three canteens of water. Together, these items weighed between fifteen and twenty pounds, depending upon a man’s habits or the rate of metabolism. The things they carried were determined to some extent by superstition. For the most part they carried themselves with poise, a kind of dignity. They carried all the emotional baggage of men who might die. Grief, terror, love, longing – these were intangibles, but the intangibles had their own mass and specific gravity, they had tangible weight. They carried shameful memories. They carried the common secret of cowardice barely retrained, the instinct to run or freeze or hide, and in many respects this was the heaviest burden of all, for it could never be put down.
After I read the excerpt, I explained to our students the difference between tangible and intangible — things we can physically touch and the things we carry inside us. I listed out some quick examples of what intangible burdens may be. We then asked our students to talk about ten things they carry – in the form of a list, a poem or a narrative. As they were working, I passed on student’s paper and saw on their list “regret, envy, need.” Tears filled my eyes as I realized that big things happen before high school. Students of all ages feel so much and they trust us with that information. How beautiful. After they walked out and I wiped those silly, insistent tears from my face, all I could think was “how can this possibly get any better?”
Bowers took a dried paint palette today and turned it into this… she amazes me.
During planning today I decided to write out my ten things I carry in my bag:
visual journal – for the words I can’t find
pencils – to create and erase
fear – of disappointing
pressure – to be perfect, kind, calm, collected, intelligent, funny, professional, wise, responsible, charming, spontaneous, put-together…
worry – that I may not be successful or accepted
mio – to flavor my water… and bring sweetness to the ordinary
harry potter book – to remind me to be brave, even in the midst of dementors
pride – in my accomplishments, in my love for life, in the investments of my heart, and the works and minds of my students
courage – in hopes that one day, when I need it, it will be there
self-worth – if I don’t have it, no one else is carrying it in their bag for me.
Shelby and Animalions in 5th period. 🙂
This weekend Bowers is running a half marathon in Charleston, so she gave me the day off tomorrow to work on writing my curriculum unit that I start teaching Tuesday (EEEEEEEP!).
Even the substitute folder is beautiful.
Madison’s gorgeous prisma.
Bowers and Fellows experimenting with more paint dripping!
So I promised my likes and dislikes. Here goes nothing.
- I don’t like gossip. It makes me sad.
- I like movies, cars, and jokes. Share those all day long.
- I don’t like things that look or resemble blood or needles. Don’t joke about that. It will never be funny. Especially when I throw up everywhere.
- I love Star Trek and Harry Potter.
- Dogs, chai tea, film photography, Tuscan Red, and small lights make me so happy.
- I don’t like brussel sprouts. Or asparagus. Ew.
- I don’t like people talking when I’m giving instructions or saying something important. Rude.
- I don’t mind cell phones – if you don’t touch them, leave them in my class, text on them, send Snapchats, troll Instagram or Tweet the stupid things I say. There’s a time and place for all of that, and it isn’t in my class.
- I like weird words, making up words, and using the wrong words. The struggle is real, y’all hang in there.
- I like Tommy. He’s the coolest person I know. Ask me anything about him. I love to talk about him. (You’ll see)
- Grading is hard. I don’t like doing it, so don’t give me a reason to give you anything other than an A.
- I don’t do nails on chalkboards, or anything that resembles that sound. Please, don’t.
- I’m not into people who talk over others, or who love to hear themselves talk. Give everyone a turn.
- I’m so into awkward. I love awkward like it’s my job.
- If I could be any fictional character, ever, it would be Hermione Granger. If you don’t know who that is, take a lap.
- I love to read, knit, collect dogs and eat sweet potatoes
And I’m sure it will be added to… That was surprisingly funny. It’s almost like an “about me” on MySpace. I haven’t written one of those in ages.
Today’s inspiration pieces:
Song of the blog:
ECHO // INCUBUS